i should have wrote this a few weeks ago but i kept forgetting it~~ sorry sarah~~ haha.. OK so a few weeks ago, my dad took all of us to Pasir Gudang and we found this empty field so my dad taught my sis how to drive!! ( don't worry.. she's turning 17 next year.. =P ) so.. for our safety, me and my mum got down from the car ( i don't think i wanna stay either.. =P ) and we stood nearby to watch my sis drive. and the first thing i saw was: The whole car jerking in front and my father's head popping up and down and then the car braking so hard i think my dad's gonna get a heart attack.. haha.. my sis started driving slowly after that which i checked later on and should be 15km/hr...and then she learn to turn around corners... so cute!! Driving rawks!! :)

i just came back from President Cup... i totally screwed up in that competition because of what? because i went on diet and my muscles weaken and stuff like that. ish. i seriously dunno what to do now. if i wanna go on diet, i don't have enough strenght ; if i don't go on diet, i will be back into my old fat body with no waist but a whole bunch of flabby flabby fats around it. ugh. but seriously, i did rather choose SUKMA than skinny jeans. why.. i can easily change my fats into MUSCLES. haha.. XD my mum, she recorded down the whole competition and we were watching it just now.. and i realize something: i look so skinny and small beside all the muscular and big-sized swimmer.. haha! i look out of place!! :( i seriously needa go gym, man. anyways my time seriously SUCK like hell i don't wanna talk about it. anyways, me and my sis, we saw this person during the comp, and he look like DAVID ARCHULETA!!! seriously, man.. haha.. neways it was fun on our way back home on the bus.. we played truth-or-dare( seems to be a tradition whenever we go comp ) except that we only play dare and no truth.. weird. :) and we were so high the bus driver got kinda angry with us i guess cuz we were like shouting and cheering like a whole team of monkeys, not swimmers... =P our coach even joined us in the end, but he just came to give ideas for the dares which SUCKED cuz it was so damn embarrasing!! he actually asked my sis to go and kiss the mirror of the bus which was so disgusting!! ugh. didn't getta revenge.. T.T i miss the fun times and the times during the comp which totally will sound like a pig's life if i tell you. Eat, sleep, eat, sleep, swim, eat, sleep and eat AGAIN. haha.. i didn't actually count how much nutella i ate into my stomach. Oops. shoudn't have said this. lastly, to dorreen and sarah and xue ting ( if you all ever come across my blog) : I LOVE AH MOK FOREVA~~!!!!!!! XD

OK. so almost EVERYBODY around me knows that i'm on DIET now and yea i'm not as fat as i WAS before and to tell you seriously, very very seriously, i miss all the food i used to eat!!! if i could only just GO and BUY them and eat all of them and stay slim. which is.......... ( sadly ) IMPOSSIBLE. sob sob. so... let's see what we have here......               

OMG. it's finally over!! exam's over~~ yay!! haha!! but the night after i finished my exams, i need to go training and i was like so bored to the core!! i thought i could like FINALLY watch tv or go online but my mum said to let me go training.. ugh. but after i got back from my training..... FREEDOM!! hahahahaha... it's been so long since i went online!! anyways, i get to go watch 2012 with my sis during the hols!! so excited!! XD 10 days more...!!! 240 hours!! 14400 minutes!! 864000 seconds!!

but maybe i shoudn't be too excited too.. cuz next week, we are gonna get our results!! which i'm gonna suck like hell!! wish me good luck!!

I went to Bangkok during the raya hols.. I totally adore Bangkok( especially their shopping malls) OMG. I totally shopped till i dropped. hehe. I officially transformed into a shopaholic in one night's time. =P

Can i trust you?? thats all i wanna ask.

I can't bring myself to believe you anymore cos what you said...... made no sense.

Not convincing enough. Are you lying to me? Why do you have to do this? I don't understand!!!

My mum told me what you said sounds like a total FANTASY. By then only i woke up and found that i actually believed so DEEPLY in you. I didn't even suspected you. I TRUSTED YOU. I feel so lost right now. i dunno whether to continue believing you or listen to my mum. I'm like in a pool with a spoiled pipe and dirt all rushing up into the pool, making it murky........... I can see nothing.

I find myself hard to treat you better, thinking that all the while you are telling my VERY VERY UNLOGIC LIES. can you believe me if i said that this morning my coach told me to swim from 8 in the morning till 3 in the afternoon cos i swam badly?

The answer should be NO. your lies are AS unlogic as what i said.

WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME??!!!

I changed my specs!! :)))))-- (double chin.. XD )

mwhahaha.. i know i look weird.. but... I still LOVE it!!! MWAH!!!!! XD

(oopz.. i was wearing my pyjamas!! =P )

ATTENTION!!! ITZ ONEW AGAIN!! haha.. listen to his "SEXY VOICE".. you will laugh till you drop... hahahahahahaa... shu jin!! must watch!! must watch!! :)

Oh and. these are the best parts:
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Oops.. I did it again... XD